Susie, I love your writing. Your style and how you tell stories. Loved reading about your life story...I found parts of myself there. Studied something that wasn't my passion (didn't know what else to do...I was SO! lost when I was young). Then quit my science career, did random jobs, always soooo scared to do what I really wanted (write), climbed the corp ladder in a Startup...and now trying to make this writing thing a habit. I feel it's the only thing apart from running through nature that really makes me feel alive. I wish you and your husband well. Stay well.